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Dear My Beloved ♥

Mom, there you see your daughter is very confused right now from heaven ? 

I really messed up, Mom. Even very messy !
What I was so weak, Mom ? 

So that none of the problems that I could not pass without weeping 

it felt really sick, Mom ..
wrong I cry ?
one that I'm complaining ?
one I wanted to give a little awareness in the people who are close to me ?
although I realized, maybe one day I could no longer get all that I have enjoyed during this 19th ..

somehow I feel more myself when I use the results of my labor alone, Mom ..
maybe that's one form of proof that what I have seen so far can only falsehood ..

why do so many secrets, Mom ?
secrets that are very hurt when all was discovered ..
why are all revealed when you have gone ?
Did you know I'm very fragile, Mom ?
I want to be with you .. although it is highly unlikely ..

I prefer a deadly disease than to have heard it all ..
selfishness relapse! selfishness makes me be different from the usual Beiby.
false me, Mom ?

I'm so sorry ! I didn't deserve ! 

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